Tonight I stroke my own hair and rock back and forth slightly. I am fighting. I’m not afraid to say that stroking my own hair and rocking is a form of self-care to me. It calms me. Makes me feel a little okay. Fights the bad thoughts. I have googled “define: manic” 10 times. Tonight… Continue reading fighting unashamed
I’m an introvert. And that may be an understatement. This past week has been anxiety central for me. I’ve been feeling really small as well. Even though I’ve been more social and spending more time in groups these past couple weeks, I am left feeling intensely lonely. As an introvert, even though I love spending… Continue reading 1 on 1
There are many ways I know I’ve changed. Many ways I’ve worked on changing or noticed subtleties. Now… I feel a change…. deep inside me.. in my heart and soul. I’m not sure what it is. Its just a cluster of big feelings. And every night I’m praying and giving my frustrations or confusion to… Continue reading Unknown Change
Today was a super bad anxiety day for me and its still kind of hanging around. Jane Davenport…. I went into Michael’s art and craft store today and after wandering around and asking about why theres no copics on the display I came across an aisle display of Jane Davenport’s brand new line of mixed… Continue reading Miss Davenport
It started with me. I just closed up my laptop and put my glasses on my dresser. I rest my head on my pillow and started whispering to myself affirmations. I am content. I am happy. I am doing things I love. I am being a great friend. I am worthy of this happiness. I… Continue reading Started with me and ended with Him.