It’s 4am and here I am writing this on my iPod instead of sleeping. Tuesday was a good day. I spent the day lounging on the couch, drinking tea and watching Making A Murderer. I fell asleep numerous times but that’s okay because my body needed the rest. I eventually made myself dinner and watched… Continue reading Tuesday – a ME day.
Trying my hardest not to apologize for being who and how I am. Knowing that the people who matter know who and how I am. Its really hard. Its hard to not pick myself apart. To not apologize for being paranoid that I’m being needy or annoying. I am so thankful to have friends who… Continue reading Not Apologizing
One bottle of wine, half a mickey of peach shnapps and one cigarette. destructive. a pattern. wishing I had something more. I want to feel something else.. -B
Here is a piece I’ve worked on for the past month on and off. I’ve finally finished it. I am so happy with how it turned out and nothing that happened today can take away from that. My art has certainly improved this past year. -B
I got dumped today. He spent most of the week in his own head instead of talking to me. So he made the decision. He chose what was best for me without even talking to me. I hate that. I hate that he talked himself out of loving me. I hate that he hit me… Continue reading talked out of loving me
Tomorrow ….well… today I suppose since I’m writing this at almost 3am…. anyways ! Tomorrow I get to see my boyfriend. I’m incredibly excited. I know I’ll hardly sleep. I have so many things to do including make him a birthday cake later ! I can’t wait to hug him. He makes me so happy… Continue reading boyfriend and bunnies